Reflects

Reflects 

Bonjour!

What do you see when you look in the mirror? 

A reflection,

Do you see more then a reflection?

Do you see beauty? 

Do you sometimes look in the mirror and not see yourself? 

It feels like your looking at somebody else?

It may sound weird but I find myself feeling this way all the time.

When I look in the mirror I don't really see me,

Or maybe more of who i dont want to see.

I will be very honest I don't like the way I look.

I don't feel beautiful,

Not even close.

I compare myself to others,

How can i say i'm beautiful compared to other girls?

I cant, 

This generation we live in tells us to 

"Be you" and " Everybodys beautiful in there own way"

If that was true then why set such high standards about beauty?
I believe everybody is beautiful in there own way, 
Well everybody but me.
So this year i've decided to stop pushing mysef,
I'm gonna stop relying on everybody else's opinions of who I am.
" Why should we worry about what others think of us,
Do we have more confidence in there opinions then we do our own?" 
I don't know who quoted that but I found it on pinterest.
Try thinking posotive thoughts.
2015 Was not so good, 
So I'm gonna try making 2016 the year I get my confidence back!
So far it's going pretty well,
I've made some friends because i jumped for it instead of doubting myself.
And more importantly stop doubting god. 








- Thanks for reading 

~ Kaitlyn