Memory Lane

Memory Lane 

Don't tell me the sky's the limit

when there's footprint's on the moon.

Kon'nichiwa 

I often have this problem were I like to live in the past,

It's becoming a problem,

I dwell constantly on thing's that happened a year ago.

I don't dwell on the good memories, 

I dwell more on the bad.

I find myself wanting to change the past.

Even if what happened then got me to a better place.

I'm a over thinker,

I worry about everything.

I worry about the past and future.

And sometimes I can't help it, 

Like I cant help that I get sick to my stomach when hanging out with older teenagers.

Am I a wimp for feeling this way?

Something dramatic happened last year and it made me such a nervous wreck that I could barely eat much for about a week,

I get upset over little things, 

Does that make me a baby?

You can say something mean and just be joking and depending on who you are I will over think it will i'm about to cry.

Then as I lay awake at night I realise how stupid I was and get embarrassed.

Then there's times I wont even try to talk or embarrass myself, 

 So i'll stick my headphones in and and think deep thoughts,

I have so mant deep thoughts and feelings and most of the time I can't put them into words, 

It's like trying to describe what water tastes like,

You know it has a taste but you can't ever put it into words.

Sorry for the rant.

Signing out 

- Kaitlyn