Oh how I love you.

Oh how I love you..

Happy late Valentines day!

I didn't get to post for valentines day,

Oops.

Sorry, I was waiting on reciving cute valentines so I could post a picture of them.

But no,

I didnt recive any.

Well I recived a bear and chocolate :)

You know who you are ;)

But now I feel in the mood to blog.

I went to panera bread today for the first time!
It was okay..
I'm a picky eater but im trying new things and trying to eat healthier this year!
____



So what do you do for the people you love?
Help them,
make them happy,
Love them,
we try.
But unlike most people i have odd ways of showing my love,
Like one minute I can be all huggy and calling you cute names,
Then the next I could be giving you judgy looks and stuff.
So i'm weird.
You can tell the people im most comfortable around if I haul off and punch them really hard,
But of course it's for a reason,
PUNCH BUG!
Hhahaha. 
But seriously when you need me I will be there,
I will never betray you,
Or go tell your darkest secrets and regerts to everybody
I will help you when your broken,
and love you when you thought you were unloveable.
I will stay up till 6 am having deep conversations,
face to face of course because I cant stay up that late on my own..
I will hold your hand when your scared and wipe your tears when your sad.
I will do everything in my power to make you happy.
If were hanging out with a group and I see your upset I will drop everything to see whats wrong and help.
Oh how I love you..
I will always love you -3-
*Kisses cheek and gives tight bear hug*
How do you show the people you love that you love them?

Till next time!

XOXO

~Kaitlyn

Let's embark on this journey of positivity together

Hola 

So i realize i've been rather depressing lately,

So I decided to do a positive post!

I figured I would tell you all my favorite things

and stuff that makes me happy!

♡ Fav. song

At the moment 'Through all of it by Colton Dixon'

and 'Forever by Kari Jobe'

I just like love those two songs so much.

♡ It makes me so happy if like someone just comes up and hugs me and acts happy to see me,

♡ Fav. food

Right now my favorite food would be between chicken fries, 

and sesame chicken and rice with shrimp sauce.

♡ I love when somebody will just randomly text me and tell me how much they apprciate me.

♡ Fav. animal

I'm in love with llamas and alpacas

♡ I'm so relived when somebody else orders my food for me because im a nervous wreck when it comes to ordering my food, it's weird but I will love you forever if you order my food for me.

♡ Fav. book

To all the boys i've loved before,

I love the cover of the book and everything. 

♡ I love receiving compliments,

It boosts my confidence and makes me feel good :)

♡ Fav. Color

Is it bad that my favorite color is black?

black and grey are my two favorite colors.

♡ I love when my friends will hold my hand,

It's kinda like a reminder that i'm not alone.

♡ Fav. store

Well my favorite store would probably be either target

or books a million.

♡ I love having inside jokes,

it makes me feel like we have a bond

♡ Fav. drink 

Probably iced sweet tea

♡ I love finding a good book then telling my friend about it

and then they read it and we obsess over it together.

♡ Fav. movie

Personally I say every movie is my favorite,

But I do love howls moving castle 

♡ I love rainy days and just staying in bed watching netflix or reading. 

That's a day well spent.

♡ Fav. fruit

Pineapple or chocolate covered strawberrys

♡ I love drawing mandala's 

if you don't know what those are go look it up because there beautiful!

♡ Fav. item of clothing

Probably my ivory ella shirt,

I love mah ivory ella shirt!

I dont know how i've lived this long without one.

♡ I'm running out of things, 

I love everyone who reads my blog! 

Thank you for all your support :)

♡ Thank you for reading!

Stay positive! 

~Kaitlyn 

Memory Lane

Memory Lane 

Don't tell me the sky's the limit

when there's footprint's on the moon.

Kon'nichiwa 

I often have this problem were I like to live in the past,

It's becoming a problem,

I dwell constantly on thing's that happened a year ago.

I don't dwell on the good memories, 

I dwell more on the bad.

I find myself wanting to change the past.

Even if what happened then got me to a better place.

I'm a over thinker,

I worry about everything.

I worry about the past and future.

And sometimes I can't help it, 

Like I cant help that I get sick to my stomach when hanging out with older teenagers.

Am I a wimp for feeling this way?

Something dramatic happened last year and it made me such a nervous wreck that I could barely eat much for about a week,

I get upset over little things, 

Does that make me a baby?

You can say something mean and just be joking and depending on who you are I will over think it will i'm about to cry.

Then as I lay awake at night I realise how stupid I was and get embarrassed.

Then there's times I wont even try to talk or embarrass myself, 

 So i'll stick my headphones in and and think deep thoughts,

I have so mant deep thoughts and feelings and most of the time I can't put them into words, 

It's like trying to describe what water tastes like,

You know it has a taste but you can't ever put it into words.

Sorry for the rant.

Signing out 

- Kaitlyn

Reflects

Reflects 

Bonjour!

What do you see when you look in the mirror? 

A reflection,

Do you see more then a reflection?

Do you see beauty? 

Do you sometimes look in the mirror and not see yourself? 

It feels like your looking at somebody else?

It may sound weird but I find myself feeling this way all the time.

When I look in the mirror I don't really see me,

Or maybe more of who i dont want to see.

I will be very honest I don't like the way I look.

I don't feel beautiful,

Not even close.

I compare myself to others,

How can i say i'm beautiful compared to other girls?

I cant, 

This generation we live in tells us to 

"Be you" and " Everybodys beautiful in there own way"

If that was true then why set such high standards about beauty?
I believe everybody is beautiful in there own way, 
Well everybody but me.
So this year i've decided to stop pushing mysef,
I'm gonna stop relying on everybody else's opinions of who I am.
" Why should we worry about what others think of us,
Do we have more confidence in there opinions then we do our own?" 
I don't know who quoted that but I found it on pinterest.
Try thinking posotive thoughts.
2015 Was not so good, 
So I'm gonna try making 2016 the year I get my confidence back!
So far it's going pretty well,
I've made some friends because i jumped for it instead of doubting myself.
And more importantly stop doubting god. 








- Thanks for reading 

~ Kaitlyn

This is the life

So this is "The Life"

So it's been a year.

Hello.

I'm very sorry for not 'Blogging' In what seems like forever.

But life happened. 

Life happens when you're busy making other plans,

And thats kinda what happened.

So i can definatly say 2015 was a memoriable year.

Good and Bad,

I've made mistakes and learned from them.

So i guess im alil older,and alil more wiser too.

Like when your learning to ride a bike,

for the first bit you have to have someone to hold on to,

then you start getting the hang of it and you decide to try on your own.

Some on there first try fall on there face, 

others take off and dont look back. 

I dont know exactly where im going with this,

I guess what im trying to say is life comes when your not expecting it.

And thats just how it is, full of suprises.

The one thing i have learned the most this year is not to trust too easily.

Anyways.... Sorry for all the serious-ness

I wanted a 'deep' re-opening to my blog!

Hey guys! 

I'm not totally dead! 

Right now i have a headache from the blinding snow.

It finally snowed!

 Like a 80 degree christmas, 

now this. 

Ugh i want the warm weather back!

I'm totally regreting wanting it to be cold now.

I mean don't get me wrong I love snow!

Just not like 3 days of it and still calling for more.

But aye at least on the second day i went sleding!

I'm A child at heart.

But come on when you get the chance to go sled down a huge road with a pool floatie, Your inner child kicks in.

Until you almost hit a mailbox and have a heart attack.

So right now i'm going crazy from staying inside,

so I decided to do some 'pinteresting' Things. 

See what i did there >0<

So i went on to pintrest and found some things to do! 

So i first made "overnight oats".  

Which by the time i finished it i wanted to devour it!

But I didn't.

And after that I was still bored so I decided to make a 

"Nebular jar" 

Which turned out really cool! 

But i didn't get to finish it becuase I ran out of cotton balls. 

-.-

But I ended up with 3 layers so im happy with it! 

Nebular Jar

Anyways, that's my update!

I promise I will start blogging more!

Comment below what I should blog about next! 

If anybody even reads this.

                             

   ~ Peace Out Girl Scout

- Kaitlyn 

16 followers :)

Hi sooo I was just looking on blogger and then it hits me right in the face "I have 16 followers" I 

And I just wanna say thank you to all my followers. Sooo for now since I said my thanks I'm going to just take a moment and talk disney launguge with yah :) and by language I mean just post pictures :D.

So the green part of Elsa is of course the wicked with cj I'm pretty sure it's the witch from once upon a time?!? And for all you oncer's who read my blog who's your favorite character? 

Sooo this is like from the beginning song! I love it.

I love this movie sooo very much. And I use the saying all the time it slightly broke my heart ;(

Okay this is just to much D: I mean don't yah agree?

HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!

And I know this isn't disney but this is my lil beanie babie ghost I got at Cracker Barrel, isn't is adorkable ;D I love it! It even has a lil pumkin sooo it can get candy:D but his name is 'treatsie' but any who this blog session comes to a awkward close :) thanks again 

                            ~stay awkwardly epic

The LG (lords girls) award!

 

The LG award

 

 

 

OH MY WORD! I've been nominated by Peanut butter girl

(nice name by the way!)

to do the "LG award"!

Thank you so very much.

 

 

 

 So the rules are:

 

~No tag backs

 

~You must give credit to the person who nominated you

 

~Answer the 8 questions given to you by the person who

nominated you and then give 8 more questions to your nominees

 

~Nominate 8 people and let them know that they were nominated (make

sure you link your blog url )

 

~Put the award on your sidebar or a special page you have for

your awards

 

 

Now onto the question

(The questions Lydia gave me)

 

1. What's your favorite book?

eye of minds by james dashner

 

2.When did you start your blog?

 

5/12/14

 

3.Have you ever written a book or story?

 

maybe `-`

 

4.What do you want to be when you grow up?

 

Umm... isn't it obvious I wanna be the best stay at home daughter EVER!

LOL! I'm some what serious.

 

5.Do you like dolls?

 

Ehhh.. not really

 

6.What's your favorite TV show/movie?

 

Hmmm... my favorite TV show is "Once Upon A Time"

(I'm so nervoussited about season 4)

{and yes I did just quote pinkie pie}

 

7. Do you like to sing?

 

Yes I do quite enjoy bursting into a song at the random drop of a pen

(I just quoted rainbow dash)

 

8.Why did you start your blog?

 

Well I thought it would be fun and it would give me another excuss to be

on the internet.

 

Now the nominations:

(plays drum roll)

 

~ Truly madly deeply

 

~ Eve of womanhood

 

~ Life of an amity girl

 

~ In the wind

 

~ A free mind

 

That's all I could think of .

 

Now for questions.

 

1. Do you play minecraft?

 

2.What is your favorite time of year

(Christmas, fall, etc.)

 

3.Why did you start blogging?

 

4. what's your favorite drawing?

 

5. Are you a fan girl?

 

6. If you are a fan girl what do you fan girl over?

 

7.cats or dogs?

 

8.Whats the craziest dream you've ever had?